@Beachlady absolutely is so so hard. I think its not so much how big your tumor was but maybe your pathology? as in Grade and Stage? I was Stage 2 Grade 3, the grade 3 determined chemo for me. I WAS ABSOLUTELY out of my mind, I did not WANT CHEMO!!!! but because mine was a recurrence it was the only option I had. I think you have to have to look at your personal diagnosis and be guided by your Team. I wasnt prepared to gamble with mine I guess that was the decision I came to, but I absolutely didnt want to do it...but am 17 months post now and really starting to thrive again. Hugs to you, it is a huge decision and only one you can make, so trust yourself to do what you feel is best for you. Melinda x