Stop and b.r.e.a.t.h.e. I keep reminding myself :). I am an organiser/planner by nature, so being in hold day by day is a new challenge! I am very grateful and relieved scans showed no spread to major organs. Grey area between stage 2/3 with local spread in nodes under arm and one in chest (containing cancer cells). This has all been part of assessment thru scans, needle biopsies etc so I feel the multi team is taking the time needed to agree on approach of treatment that will be best outcomes with whats going on in me. ( PS I am 54).