Welcome to the club that no one really wanted to join .... yes, sometimes it really does feel like you are watching it all from above! Weird, eh?
There is a wealth of information here, as well as some good laughs, which is also great medicine. If you want to see any previous comments on any subject raised in your meetings, you can put one or more words in the ‘search’ area (too right on the Discussions page’) and choose different threads to read.
Maybe even consider recording your meetings with your surgeon, Onc, etc (I did) ... it is difficult to take it all in on the day and easy to forget bits that may be important. There are lots of free recording apps for phones.
All the best with your meeting next week, @Ginamae