As with everything in this life, there will be the odd glitches @annajjj. Our reactions to them can be just as hard to cope with as the obstacles when you're used to being someone who can manage stuff and something like that completely tips you over the edge. Unfortunately, it comes with the territory so best to acknowledge it and keep going, though definitely consider counselling if you feel you're struggling just a bit too much. (I got left in the waiting room at my first rads appointment. I'd been sent to the wrong room and no-one bothered to look for me even though they knew I was in the hospital. Fast forward 2 hours to me stumbling around an unfamiliar hospital trying to find the right lift to get to the right floor in floods of tears, almost hysterical. Absolutely not me.)