oh dear, not a good start and justifiably upsetting @annajjj - sadly, it happens ... and yes, it is perfectly fine to have a sook day now & then! It is good to 'let it out'! I had a couple of big meltdowns during my active treatment due to stuffed appointments (or no appointments) & it wasn't pretty! ;) I'm glad you have a lovely breast care nurse - mine was MIA (missing in action! :( )
What state/city are you in? You can add it to your profile ..... We may have members nearby to catch up with for a chat & coffee ....
All the best for your appt on Mon xx