Terrified

Thanks for all the responses.  So I had the auxiliary clearance last Thursday. Returned to see surgeon Tuesday for results...all nodes clear.  Im now booked in to see oncologist 4th July to discuss my treatment "choices".  I like the terminology "choices"...I'm trying to hold onto this word.  The surgeon has suggested that chemo might not give me a good % to consider, seeing the amount found in my two positive nodes were so small,but my oncologist will discuss my options. I havnt got my actual diagnosis in front of me. Seeing Ive had two surgeries in the past 3 weeks, I'm focusing on my arm exercises and trying not to "google" too much, as staying positive is incredibly hard.  Obviously I know hormone treatment is a given, just holding onto hope that maybe...just maybe...I might have dodged the chemo bullet.