Terrified

Hey @LisaO, the bus you've been thrown onto is a doozy. The route that it takes is certainly not one that we would choose for ourselves. Having said that the interchangeable drivers if the bus have had that special training to be able to guide us along the crap part of the route. The bus takes us to places and to experiences we don't want to go along with but the ultimate destination (and it can seem so very far in the distance) is the goal. Finish of active treatment. The whole picture can be like a nightmare when thought of as a total and yes it is so incredibly overwhelming. The cancer council have a counselling service that might be of great assistance to you. Ph 131120. Talking to someone totally removed who can listen to your worries, fears, anxieties and help you offload some of the stress you are currently going through is invaluable. We can do that here to a certain extent but not to the same degree. Wishing you all the best. Xx Cath