Thinking of you @CathyMac - you can do this. The anticipation is always worse than the 'actual'. You'll look back in a few days & wonder why you are this anxious xxx
Pre Op Anxiety is totally normal, but try not to overthink it - I was fine til my husband & brother/wife left me at the ward .... then I blubbed big time - the ward clerk gave me a whole box of tissues! LOL
Take your iPod with headphones & your most loved music, so you are surrounded by lovely music ... and your iPad/tablet - they will have wifi - as it gets bloody boring sitting there after a while, post op! ;)
take care xxxx