Terrified of what lies ahead!

Hi @CathyMac, Its the hardest time I found, when you first find out. You have so many questions, but don't have any answers.  This throws everything into chaos, especially when you have things planned, like your trip. I was in a daze throughout that time. It's the hardest thing to do but it really is one day at a time. Lack of sleep makes our ability to cope with anything more difficult, let alone something like this. There are some medications that can help if you need it over this period. Ask your gp.Temazepam was my lifesaver. If the day was hard, I at least knew that when I got into bed I could have some respite through sleep. Take any help offered. You must be your priority. Once you know exactly what you are dealing with and what the treatment process is, it will be easier. It is scary and hard and stressful. Do anything that brings you comfort or helps you relax - even if it's only a little. Once you have info from your surgeon, you will have a better idea of what's ahead. You can then prepare as best you can when you know.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. But this forum is amazing. You are not alone. Even if you just read and follow, knowing you are not alone helps. Ask questions. There is always someone who can answer. Day and night. Let us know how you go with the surgeon. Xx 💜