Hi Karen - thanks for taking time to reply. No unfortunately she is the top boss & any literature left around would make it unbearable for my co-workers. I manage 6 office staff & have had to tell them what is going on & for their own sake, to not mention anything or ask me anything whilst the boss is around - it really is that bad. The almighty dollar isn't everything I know, though I am on my own and sole income. I've looked at my income protection insurance & that would cover some of my wages, but worried about how to go about dealing with that & at the end of the day, we all want to get past all the treatment and life after this will still have a need to get back to work? Sorry, I'm rambling; I usually have everything mapped out with precision timing lol and this seems like everything is so up in the air xx