Hi Tam,
So sorry to hear about your initial diagnosis.
Hard as it is to acknowledge right now, being diagnosed & treated for Breast Cancer is a long journey filled with highs & lows, good days & crap ones.
Now more than ever is the time to be kind & patient with yourself & to focus on finding what works for you to cope with the stress & anxiety you're experiencing.
The first time I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer (2015) cleaning out my jewellery studio worked for me (sold off a lot stuff I no longer used). Second time around (2016) - initially talking & venting on here with the wonderful supportive people who have been through it all & truly understood what I was feeling. Only then was I able to start talking to family & friends who were trying to help but didn't know how.
Sending positive thoughts, well wishes & virtual hugs your way - you can do this :)
Mel xxx