Tam007
I am so sorry to hear of your story! Easier said than done, I know to just Breathe! and so very difficult not to let your thoughts run away as to what your results are in everything and what it means. Do you have any support? family, friends? I urge you at the moment to keep talking, I also would suggest going back to your GP or someone else who will validate your anxiety and panic. Ive been through Breast Cancer twice in 4yrs and it is incredibly gut wrenching not knowing results or what is going on. We are all here, and as everyone is saying, it really is focus on one thing at a time only right now. Make sure you have support and please keep coming here and keep talking, we are all here to help anyway we can.
Hugs Melinda xo