@Pommy8 Most of us are terrified waiting for results. It doesn't make a difference to the result but knowledge of what we have already been through is the biggest factor in this fear. I told myself it was cancer again and to deal with it. Harsh but it helped me. I think I must be a drama queen. Keeping busy seems to be most peoples go-to. Do something to distract yourself. Give yourself something special, you deserve it. Sending big hugs. This is not a nice time but I definitely 'get' it.