Good luck with your treatment @Maxymoo. You can do it one day at a time, week by week, treatment by treatment. Celebrate finishing each treatment. Be kind to yourself and do all the good things you can during treatment. I had chemo during a lockdown last year. It was a bit lonely as I couldn't bring my support person during that time. I got through it in the end. My treatment was surgery chemo, radium, more surgery and hormone treatment for 5 yrs. I finished my active treatment at the end of Oct 2020. Started tamoxifen in November 2020. Exercise helped me through all my treatment and I still do it. The other thing that helped was this site. People here are just great. We all have those moments so reach out anytime. Best wishes 🌷