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Roller-coaster of a Ride - Sad, Scared and feeling paraysed
So I had my second surgery on June 21 - re-excision and full node clearance. They cleaned up the tumour (found a bit more) and one more node was positive (all up 5 from 27 were no good - a bit sad). I...
I hear you @Molly71...I hear your fear and anxiety and there are no words I can write which will alleviate this for you. I understand the continually shifting goalposts which are so very common to many people with this nightmare which is cancer. I can only say that I understand, and until you get further clarification, your uncertainty about your future will remain. At the beginning of my personal shitfest, I had a broken rib which initially was of concern...was it just a crappy rib from osteoporosis, or something more sinister??? Also, there was a 'whatsit' on one lung...again something horrible or just scarring from a previous infection or similar??? Well, that was back in 2016 and I can say with relief that the rib healed and the lung lesion is just as it was then, so obviously just an incidental finding. I hope yours is too. Big hug...Ally.