Make haste slowly @Andrea_J1 .... the emotions & physical pain & discomfort can kick in at any time, day or night, multiple times a day .... it is totally natural to feel low, to be pissed off, to feel angry at the world (or even your family & friends!) cos they really don't know what you've been thru.
You are strong, you can do this - and with the help of family & friends & GPs/counsellors - and us .... we can smooth the way for you.
Take care, be kind to yourself as you work your way thru this quagmire of crap that we all trudge thru xxxx
All the best for your surgical review on the 7th (that is just 2 days after my diagnosis 'last year' and my surgery 10 days later ....)
Take lots of deep breaths, take one day at a time & if you it feels right, have a cry or a scream - you are entitled to it.
Thinking of you xxxx
