Welcome @Nel14. Of course it’s overwhelming, but you'll find lots of support here. Perhaps if you tell us your diagnosis people who have been through similar can help. And do you know what chemo you’ll be on? And if you indicate your location you may even find members locally whom you can meet. All our journeys are different, but I see the common thread here as kindness and support. No judgment, and no question is too daft. Hang in there: you can do this!