Not sure why Im on this forum

I am Back, had two appointments today, one chemo dr, one radio dr, got to hospital at 8.30am, saw the first at about 9.30, this is chemo dr, after weight taken, a few questions, then a hands on exam which I kinda yelped, she asked me if i had beeen drinking, she had my last blood work results, said it wasn,t her area and I needed to make an app with my gp, so I leave and go to waiting room for dr #2, boob dr radiation, and I wait, two hours later I get a male, the hospital registrar radioligy, who asked me about my arm, just one, scars on both, I asked him to read my file 4 cancers all at once all unrelated, he tells me brain tumor can be fixed, later I see radiation dr, she is on phone to him, saying no we do nothing she is fine, how confusing, I have been on wdge for a week thinking I would have chemo, I was left with get off lyrica, and get use to not sleeping and the pain