Welcome @ishaz,
Sux to be here but you are in the right place for support, information, warmth and understanding. The start is the worst. Waiting, waiting and waiting and your brain playing tricks on you. It's a tricky beast this BC, it's totally specific to yourself. There are similarities but you really don't know exactly what your dealing with until after surgery and you get your final pathology. Hence the caution with Dr Google. We've all done it though :)
Distraction is probably the best thing at the moment until you see your surgeon. Stay busy and keep your mind from wandering where it shouldn't.
Remember no question is too small or too silly to ask here. Everybody get's where you're at.
All the best lovely.
xoxoxoxoxo