Hi kerasia1
Sorry to see you on here, but happy you’ve come to a great place for info and support. You’re certainly not alone on your journey.
I was diagnosed with a 10cm invasive lobular carcinoma also in lymph nodes and neck, three weeks ago and was stuck in the same whirlwind of tests, scans, clips, biopsies etc. it was a hellish roller coaster but will come to an end. Met oncologist yesterday and had most of my hair cut off in prep for chemo next week. Such a crazy time talking about chemo, mastectomy and radiation!
My advice is to stop and breathe, if you love nature go somewhere quiet for an hour, just for you. Cry, scream or just breathe. One day or even one appointment at a time is enough to get through.
Be kind to you and ask for help from friends and family if you can.
All the best, I hope your treatment goes well x