Hi @tdonelly2000 - you've definitely come to the right place - there's always someone online day or night if you just need to vent or scream or looking for someone to lend an ear.
It's so overwhelming at the beginning and on top of it all you have your kids to worry about - as others have said, when you have a treatment plan it will be a much smoother ride in terms of being able to make plans - you'll feel much more in control - it's so great that you have support from your friends and family.
Try to take one step at a time and don't forget to breath! Your breast care nurse should also be a great source of information for you. Best of luck with everything and let us know how you're doing! xxxx