Hi all, hope everyone is doing great. Since my last post, not much has really changed. I am on 1 pump which is an improvement. Last friday 13th they thought the pumps had done enough and took them off ...... but as usual 3 days yes only 3 days I was back at the hospital with 5 new openings and the main one had doubled in side so the pump was put back. Still no answers as to why it happens and no idea how to fix it or if it will ever heal. I have alot of thoughts that run through my head like I am going to be on this pump for the rest of my life, what have I done in my life that was so bad. I search myself for an answer daily as my surgeon won't, Don't know why I do it as he thinks what I find is rubbish and dosen't even read it or listens. How do you stay positive or think positive when things just keep going backwards. Now the nurse I had for the last 4 weeks or more has now given me to another one ...... so once again I have been palmed off as no one wants to deal with this ! Not sure about anything anymore.