Newly Diagnosed

This is difficult in the public system as there is only a few doc that do this at ** hospital and they all talk.  The nurses tell me I have a reputation as I don't heal and have no pain threshold anymore and they all call me a sook. Dr says its my fault I don't heal, in other words they don't have a reason or a reason why I am not healing.  I just have to keep proding along and just hope for the best. The private dr wanted $10 000 to do it but i just can't afford that when finances are not good.  I will stay strong and but do have my dark days when I just feel like giving up. I will be on and off on here and give a yell when I am on.  xx