Newly Diagnosed

Well that was an appointment from hell.  Saw the oncologist this morning and was told that I will never heal and nothing will be normal again in life ..... well I just may as well not be here like this cause I can't do anything or go anywhere with open wounds.  And seeing a physc is absolutely useless.  I have also stopped the tomoxifen as of today due to side affects.
Not sure what I am going to do now but finances are now non existent so putting food into my body is hard as I don't have any and bills are just mounting up and rent is getting harder to pay let alone internet.  Not sure if you will here from me from now on.  So I wish everyone here the best of luck.   xx