Newly Diagnosed

Now back seeing wound clinic and was there on Monday and the new lady had to dig around in a particular spot on the horizontal scar.  Well that was a lot of pain and she couldn't understand why and said you should still be numb (me crying but she didn't stop) he reasoning to see if it was tracking (not of course).  Bleed like a stuck pig and hasn't stopped really since and she has opened up the scar yet again.  I get so much anxiety about that place.  Well I have decided I am not going back for a month due to the games and easter and just do what I want to do.  By the way she said to have a bleach bath (not now since she opened it up water stings it so bad) I would like to tell her where she can stick her bleach bath.  Still no infections touch wood.  This will take longer now to heal and it was looking quite good.
One day maybe I will have a win.
Hope you are all having a great thanks for listening again. xx