Hi @kirstiekoala,
I'm sorry you're going through this - I'm amazed there are so many of us on here with such similar but still so different 'journeys'. I too am feeling very alone right now, as I wait (waiting, waiting) for my latest test to come back, to see if my New Year will start with chemo. As echoed by others, the rollercoaster is real - except sometimes on a rollercoaster you squeal with glee and not fear.
Some days I feel really confident and positive, and then other times i'm almost catatonic with the whirlwind of the past 7 weeks.
Every chat I've read on here has given me a little bit more confidence, whether it be through information, or clarity, or just knowing that someone else right now is dealing with this and getting through it.
Sending hugs to you - we WILL get through this,
Kelly (cactuskelly)
