Thank you all, so much, for all your kind, wonderful and informative words. They are helping so much and despite the horrible situation, its nice to know im am not alone. Whether it be here or with my family. The last couple of weeks I have felt alone and I said to my husband. "Whilst I have a support network that is going along this journey with me, I am doing this alone" when he asked what I meant, my replied was "you can hold my hand but you cant do the treatment or surgery for me. You are with me, but this is a solo journey". Sorry, i just got more results come through from my numerous tests and scans and has put me in funk.
