Hi @Hils. Sorry you’re here, but welcome. As Sister said, in many ways, the beginning is the worst. And feeling sorry for yourself may came in waves. I found it easier to just roll with it. I made the most of the good days and hibernated from people on the bad. We all deal with it differently. My biopsy anaesthetic didn’t work either the first time. I had to have two more on different days and the terror this brought on caused them to take extreme care. I hardly felt it in my two following procedures. Big hugs.
