Julesuptree
3 years agoMember
Newly diagnosed and type 1 diabetic
Hello, I am just newly diagnosed (on Friday) and to add another element to this, am type 1 diabetic. I have only been told so far that it is definitely cancer and that it has spread to my lyphnodes. I am hoping to hear from the specialist/surgeon tomorrow about treatment, if possible and to find out if its spread to any other organs.
I was in shock, angry with myself that I didn't pick this up sooner and then angry with myself that I couldn't cry about this. I told myself to let myself cry at 4am and don't think I've stopped since except to run teenagers to work and friends - they don't know yet.
I think I am going through all the emotions now as I felt a mix of needing to vomit, faint, and am I having a heart attack.
Are there any other type 1 diabetics that are going through this and come out the other side?
I was in shock, angry with myself that I didn't pick this up sooner and then angry with myself that I couldn't cry about this. I told myself to let myself cry at 4am and don't think I've stopped since except to run teenagers to work and friends - they don't know yet.
I think I am going through all the emotions now as I felt a mix of needing to vomit, faint, and am I having a heart attack.
Are there any other type 1 diabetics that are going through this and come out the other side?