@Mumofsix
Oh dear, you've sure been thru the mill with your own treatment then hysterectomry, then your Mum's as well .... and what with the work issue & all - I am not surprised you had a mini meltdown! I would have had a massive one!
I hope your family & kids are doing as much as they can to help you get thru this.
I'm retired, so worry a bit about the expense from our savings - about $6000 so far .... but luckily don't have to worry about working 'as such' .... try not to put any more pressure on yourself than you are already under!
I think it might help if you check out the various resources available thru BCNA
Finances: https://www.bcna.org.au/health-wellbeing/financial-and-practical-support/
Emotional support: https://www.bcna.org.au/health-wellbeing/emotional-wellbeing/
or just call the Helpline, to chat with someone who may be able to help you feel better about everything that is happening to you at this point in time: Helpline 1800 500 258
There are some wonderful people on this forum who will have much more to say in helping you thru this 'down patch' ....
One step at a time ..... you WILL find your 'new normal' sooner or later .....