Hi @jellis, it is definitely a shock and these initial days can be overwhelming, but you are in the right place for support and great advice when you want it. I have not long finished the same chemo regime and @Afraser is right in that everyone reacts differently, so it is really important to remember that whilst the doctors have to give you information about the ‘possible’ side effects, that doesn’t mean you will experience them. I think many people on here would agree that this is the hard part - the waiting, but just focus on the present. Take care. X