Hi Joannie and welcome, unfortunately,
It feels like a lifetime when faced with a projected time frame like 12 or 18 months, doesn't it, but it does whittle away if you can surrender to the present and rack up 1 da, 1 treatment, 1 procedure at a time.
I'm now approaching the end of 6 months of chemo and I swear, at first I thought it would be endless but it has swum along.
My instinct was to take time off and it proved right. I had a rough time with first chemo and feel the time to just keep healing and get well has been well spent.
A long leisurely walk, every day works wonders if possible and I do origami and have set a knitting project, extra long burgundy wool jumper with online order from Bendigo wool mills. back and half of front done so far..might even get there before winter..
i find it meditative.
Next is surgery and reconstruction. Am hoping to be feeling normal in 3 or 4 months.
Best of luck with the first step and each and every one after that.
A.