Hi and welcome. I was diagnosed two years ago at 53 and while I didnt return to the same as I was, I am okay. I am thinking with your christmas is it possible for someone else in the family to host the dinner bit, or let the older kids have a bash at it? They might not do things quite how you like it but now is the time for them to get that confidence in hosting family gatherings. I have two older boys and while cooking isnt their forte, decorations aren't bad. Rest easy over Christmas and start a diary. It is interesting to read back through it in years to come. <3