I am so sorry to see you join our select little group @lolasmum - joining the club you never thought you'd join xx We'll do our best to help answer any questions that you have & smooth out any speed humps xx. Yes, it is a real emotional roller coaster and it is not unusual to lurch between sadness & upset, to downright angry at the diagnosis. I hope you have good family & friends nearby to support you too. Always try & take someone with you to your appointments both for support and a second set of ears. Consider recording the sessions too - as it is difficult to remember everything that has been said.
If you continue posting here, during your 'active treatment' ... it will sort of become a diary for you to look back on later! After you've your surgery, you will feel a lot better.
Also, whack up your 'general area' on your profile so we know where you are! We may have members nearby who could point you towards valuable resources in the area - or even meet up & have a chat & a coffee.
That's a bummer you got Covid. :( Your new date should be soon, hopefully. Maybe start cooking some meals & freezing them so you have some ready to go after you do get home from surgery.
There have been some other posts on Phylodes tumours ... you can check the more recent posts out here:
https://onlinenetwork.bcna.org.au/search?domain=all_content&query=Phylodes&sort=-dateInserted&scope=site&source=communityRe the mastectomy - consider joining the Flat Chat Private Group where you can discuss in private, all things related to the procedure, and healing and moving on afterwards. xx. Often the recovery from a full mastectomy can be easier than other surgeries!
Feel free to jump onto this thread & read up on other areas of the forum, some off topic, eg pets, gardens, art & craft ... also some funny posts too, as we all need a laugh too. ;) Jump onto any post that you like & add your own bits! xx. There are some 'tick sheets' down the bottom too, that you can print off & fill in, re both your physical and emotional recovery too.
https://onlinenetwork.bcna.org.au/discussion/23477/a-big-welcome-to-all-new-online-network-members#latestTake care & all the best