Hi TrishV, we're all here for you. I remember how lonely and scary (and still is) being told you have breast cancer, and how kindness of strangers in these online forums got me through some of the most horrible thoughts in my head. So lean on us as much as you need/want because we're all going through it. Be kind and patient with yourself and the road ahead. From my own journey, it wasn't straightforward and there were setbacks, so important to have somewhere/someone you can talk to. I also found the waiting for the diagnosis/treatment/operation is the hardest. Sending you a massive hug