Lupus, CPTSD, Breast Cancer... Oh My!

Hi Yvette, thanks for the luck. i will be taking all the luck i can. i know that i'll have surgery this week... surgeon said he's 99% sure it will be thursday. tmrw i'll find out if its spread... i am trying my very hardest to not think about it or let my mind wander into dark places... and having an amazing partner makes me feel so blessed. but having him and the dark thoughts about my future makes me feel like i wish i never met him so i could spare him this journey... that's dark talk but yeah, it's perhaps even more heartbreaking to see him suffer. thanks for sharing a bit of your journey too. i am so happy for you that you had minimal side effects. i wish that for everyone i think... ok i'm blabering on now haha thanks again for stopping by.