Lumpectomy tomorrow - lobular cancer and so scared

@Blondy I’m so glad to hear you are doing fine. Love & best wishes to you also.
@sixofnine - I'm so sorry that would have been a shock indeed, that is one of my greatest fears, that being lobular i have read alot of that happening.  I want my test results back but at the same time I am not sure if I am brave enough to receive them. My first full day at home post lumpectomy, and I am having a bit of a rough time.  Trying my hardest but my head isn't doing well.  All the what ifs and unknowns....