What you are feeling is totally normal, @Neene ... it is a sort of 'denial' I think. We go thru so many emotions after 'D Day - Diagnosis Day' .... shock, sadness, anger and even denial and then (sort of) acceptance that it 'is for real' .....
Prior to the diagnosis, most of us are fit & well & active ... and suddenly it is all brought to a halt as you get onto the 'BC Treadmill' .... and our lives as we know it, come to a crashing halt. Combined with family & friends not always knowing how to react as well .... it all takes a toll on you.
Have you joined the Triple Negative Private Group? You'll be able to chat with them about all things triple N xx
https://onlinenetwork.bcna.org.au/group/30-triple-negative-breast-cancer-tnbcMaybe give our helpline a bell on 1800 500 258 (Mon-Fri, 9-5) to chat with a real person, in private xx.
take care