Hi there @Londog. I had triple neg bc so different to you but what you’re feeling is normal. I hated the time in between surgery and waiting for results. Just take each day at a time. Trust your team but also trust your gut. When I was told about the chemo from my breast care nurse who was awful by the way it scared the shIt out of me and I thought it would be less toxic to drink roundup to be honest and how the fuck can chemo be “good for you” After talking to my oncol I felt much better about it but like you did question western medicine. And bc does send your emotions into a chaotic spin that’s for sure. Once you get your results and a plan of attack it does make you feel better and you can get your head around it. But just take each day at a time. Delegate when nececcesary try and keep yourself busy that helps and try not to google anything. Big hug. Margie xx