Hi @Londog,
It just seems like this whole process takes for ever with endless endless waiting. Waiting for results is horrible because your brain plays tricks on you and always thinks the worst not matter what you tell it. As @Sister said, one day at a time, one step at a time.
Once you have results and a plan you will feel somewhat more in control. Rest assured the breast cancer merry go round is a very well oiled machine in Australia they know their stuff. Have faith in your team but don't be afraid to question things along the way if you aren't happy. Ask your breast care nurse a zillion questions she will be a wealth of knowledge and support for you. These beautiful ladies are on your side and are a fantastic go between you and your team.
Do feel free to ask questions, vent frustrations or whatever on this forum.
We all get it
All the best and keep in touch.
XOXOXOX