Hi @Sweetpetal and welcome. It's a shock when you're diagnosed but you've come to the right place for support and information. The ladies and gents on this site are incredibly open and giving in their wish to help others through and if you have any questions just ask as there will be someone here who can help you. This site is also fantastic for venting and talking things through (like fears etc) that you can't discuss with loved ones, we all get it. Sending you a big hug and some calming vibes. Xx