Welcome to the online network.This place is truly the best for support and advice,as you navigate your way through the BC journey.I very sorry to hear of the loss of your partner.You will get through this though, and my advice to you at the moment is 'one day at a time'Try not to get too far ahead in your mind, as it is usually not the way it will be.Stay on here for support, as there is someone on here to talk to, even at 3 or 4 in the morning!Remember that BC is very treatable these days.I finished chemo at Xmas,and now take Tamoxifen.I feel pretty darn good!!!! :) Take