Thank you for all your information. Yes, I will feel much better once I have a treatment plan and can see the way forward. I took the long weekend away with my husband to stay with a couple of close friends in their holiday unit. It was just what we needed, and even managed to forget about it all for a while, we even went fishing where my girlfriend slipped and fell in the river fully clothed, we laughed so hard our sides ached, it really helped. Now we are closer to the 9th and I have to work this week which will occupy me. I still feel like I have been punched in the chest every time I remember, but am much calmer about it all with all the information and support here. You have really helped.
