Ad lib, I'm sure that one of us on here would have the skills to make you a doll to use - a Voodoo doll!!! Get that big big pin and stick it in and twist!!!!! Satisfaction guaranteed ;) and then just go on with what you need to do, which is focus on you and the support you need to get through this. I actually think they are the ones who should be apologising to you but that is not likely to happen from the sounds of it. Anyhow, know we are here for you, we know where you are coming from and come here and vent, vent, vent whenever you need to. Keep us up to date with how you are going. Best wishes Xx Cath