I feel so detached I want to cancel my surgery because I don't feel I need it!

Hello @MezDiaz. You are having a rough trot. I think you should give the wonderful cancer nurses on the BCNA helpline a call. It's a good place to start. 1800 500 258.

Don't beat yourself up for not feeling anything. We all process this shitty thing at our own pace. I'm almost eight months past my diagnosis and still have to pinch myself sometimes that it's real.

However what you don't want to do is beat yourself up later for not taking action when you could have. Courage my sister, hang in there. Kate xox