I feel so detached I want to cancel my surgery because I don't feel I need it!

Hi @MezDiaz so sorry but u will find a lot of support here. I have only just started to process what has happened to me after 3 surgeries and chemo so I think as @Sister says u r probably in shock. Talk to your family and close friends about how u are feeling and please listen to your surgeon. Perhaps get a second opinion if u want. Thinking of u and sending big hugs xoxox