@tigerbeth You know, to be honest, I didn't know what the lump is meant to feel like. I've heard a breast cancer lump doesn't hurt. Hence why I had my doubts what the lump was on my breast. I must admit, I lack the education. But most of all, I was scared to find out the truth. Telling my sister's, they too became scared of finding a lump on their own breasts. It was kind of hard to explain to both my sister's how the lump feels like.
If I had a word to describe how I feel right now, coming on this service, I would have to say - "relieved". It is almost like I am secretly suffering inside to prevent others from seeing how I really feel. It is hard enough to see my loved ones cry or feel sorry for me, so I put on a brave face. On here, I can open up. Feel safe.
Thank you. Good luck @tigerbeth on your recovery too. Good luck to all women and men on their recovery through cancer. It is a bitch of a thing.