Hi Molly,
Right now the shock is overwhelming you. I was diagnosed at 40 with 2 young boys and everytime I looked at them I would break down. It took me a few weeks and then I was in fighter mode angry and ready to do whatever I had to. We all have our bad days and we all have to be as positive as possible.
It is good to come on here if you are concerned about something because the drs are good but women that have walked the path are good too.
My mum who doesn't speak very good english and took my diagnosis really hard said to me " Walk with your head up and take each step with courage ". I say that to myself everytime I am struggling.
I wish you the very best
Rita xo