Hi Meg, hang in there! Don’t Google anything as it is hard to find good medical based opinions on there and there are a lot of fruit loops expressing their views. Don’t look at statistics either as you are not a number and no one knows your strength and capabilities! Once you have completed your tests, things will settle as you will be placed on a treatment plan and there are new treatments being approved all the time! I also had 2 lumps and was positive for Er. Have had the surgery and chemo and am now on the Aromatase Inhibiters (estrogen blockers). Try not to stress too much (easier said I know) and keep the mind busy by preparing meals, bedrooms etc in case you are physically not strong for a bit…spoil yourself now !! Will be thinking of you!!