A little more about my journey. I was diagnosed with breast cancer prior to Christmas. Decided not to tell my Mum and Sister until after Christmas so Christmas wouldn’t be spoilt, had a great day so ...
Well done on taking control and making Xmas 'easier' for your family, even tho tough on you - I did the same, @D2Dizzy - and great that you could then give them more info at the same time.
I think the flight/fight response is quite normal - just fear of the unknown .... and that is terrific you get on so well with your team. The Onc Staff are a special breed of people, I find. If you have any questions or concerns, just ring them!
Take care & all the best for your ongoing treatment xx